♥Thursday, February 25, 2010
yes finally last day she is coming back from thai...gonna plan something to welcome her back a romantic way =)
so she will noe how much she meant to me only me...
tomorrow baby you are back what is the first thing you wanna see and know?
wicky...nothing to post le sleepy and tired...
Out Of Bounds:D
11:21 PM
so bored ii dunno why ii keep tears rolling off my face today...
things are still the same but ii dun think ii can meet baobei tis sat sry girl...
ii nvr fail to miss you everyday, every sec, every min and every hrs...
today she chat with me online something she said really breaks my heart...
i'm not gonna said or type it out...
sigh den ii keep having nightmare...
feel like i'm all alone...
no matter how tired ii am ii still can't sleep...
sigh...
found a song is nice listen already ii sob more lols...
think my brain abit not right...
wicky...i'm falling apart ii gonna drop dead any moment...
Out Of Bounds:D
12:48 AM
♥Tuesday, February 23, 2010
WTF... Finally My Come Can Works LOLS
ok fast game!Pass few days com spoil finally is working againCNY did not go take ang bao... but went to ben's house for steamboat and go out with him and JP...ok....nowadays alot of problem... almost get DB becoz my phone did not ring and is SPOIL!baby went thailand with her friends sigh really worry about her give me call last night den to night nvr call me dunno she is ok or not....my heart is missing her till max of the max cans!... hmmm baby give me a call ok! ii miss you lotswicky...weird feeling i'm having!
Out Of Bounds:D
12:18 AM
♥Monday, February 22, 2010
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Bye~ :X
Out Of Bounds:D
1:59 AM
♥Saturday, February 20, 2010
WOW!!! THIS BLOG IS ROTTING RIGHT NOW!!!
you know this is who ma??? your lao bei... BENJAMIN!!! =DD
don't even know what ivan doing now o.O?
post soon<----- ivan post now me!! but hope he can post ba!!
Bye Pees!
Out Of Bounds:D
4:53 PM
♥Saturday, February 13, 2010
is been a long time...heyhey, sorry for not posting have been really busy with my own thingy... ok let's share!past few days may not be so good but I still manage to move on with blood sucking life in camp.OK!last night is my best valentines night ever! when to ASTONS to have steak with my darling.we also have red wine to come with it everything is just so perfect and memorable rite!ii said before ii want a "memorable" valentines night with her and ii really did it!after eating we went for shopping at Plaza Singapura went there to look for a watch but all too ex...saw a watch with really nice is black and stainless steel which cos more den 200 bucks ii guess...after tat we walk around there we saw lots of funny and cute things.few hrs later after our shopping we went to starbucks to get a cup of coffee and cake to enjoy ourselves...we have been taking lots of photos and will be post to share with everyone here remember to tag or comment...after our coffee we took bus 190 to panjang den change to 178 back woodlands =Dbaobei camp over to my place to accompany me haha but sadly ii fall asleep...wicky...baobei thanks for accompanying me and a memorable valentines day with me...
Out Of Bounds:D
12:05 PM
♥Monday, February 08, 2010
how's life everything good or bad?heyhey wicky is here to post again...
today went to surprise baobei outside her house...
bring her to my place and rest awhile den ii wake up go see doctor...
after seeing doctor get 2days MC den cab to camp to return mini bus key den cab home...
while on my way home in the cab, the cabby and ii almost lost our life on the high way near
woodland ave 2.
the lorry was speeding and carrying wooden logs suddenly the cable snap...
the wooden log all drop to the ground lucky we did not die...
after reaching home told baobei about tis den we watch DVD hehe...
after finish our show ii went to buy food and cook for her...
hope she like it hehe =)
after finish our food we having a good time chatting and accompany each other, after tat sent her
home le sadd... =(
wicky... today something is bothering me so dun really blog...sry guys
Out Of Bounds:D
11:59 PM
♥Sunday, February 07, 2010
HeyHey First of all haven been blogging for 5Days alreadyok tis few days lots of shit happens, get 3 extra duties den get scolding and sabo by some camp mate... feeling very f*** up with life and stuff but lucky ii still have baobei around me...can tell that how much we meant a lot to one another...ok, back to my main topic ii wanna share with everyone.baobei iis feeling unwell nowadays, her sickness are weird and she is getting weaker and weaker.see her suffering so much, really worried and heart sick.ii wish ii can heal her and take away all her sickness and painfulness.ii wish ii was the one getting sick not her becos she need to study and sit for exams.all ii could do now iis take good care of her, help her, stand by her and concern about her.
MESSAGE TO DEAR LORD, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ABOVE US ALL
DEAR GOD, I wanna pray for my dearest Amenda here, as you can see lord you love us all and created us and bring us into this world.
you love everything you created in this world, I pray that you will help me take away all her sickness away, help her through when she is runs out of medication and I know you will watch over her even she is not a christian but Lord, you will make her that you are true loving god and a mighty god.
Give her the strength to work on her studies and guide her through her difficulty when she can't turn to anybody.
LORD, I PRAY THAT YOU WILL HELP ME IN THIS WISH!
In The Name Of Jesus I Pray! AMEN!
OK Let's Get Back to My OUTING on 05/02/2010
after camp went to meet baobei at her place, after tat go home hit the shower and wait for baobei to come over.
after 15mins baby is outside my house, den we plan to go Bishan to accompany her study.
took bus to CWP den take MRT to Bishan, baby was feeling unwell in the train feeling heart pain for her.
finally! we reach Bishan my first reaction is wow haven come to J8 for ages, last came to J8 was like 3 to 4yrs back.
the place change alot and foodcourt also different, shop also change ii guess.
went to foodcourt find Desmond, can't find becos he left without telling but at last he still call me.
went to look for sits and help baobei take order first den ii go order...
guess what ii have for my dinner? " is pepper lunch!" is the first time ii eat so SWEET rite!
ok the beef and rice are not bad but can't taste the cheese anyway is worth eating it...
after our dinner baobei, Desmond and ii went to Coffee Bean becos baobei need to study.
not bad also my first time went to coffee bean too, it shows that ii use to lock myself at home too much without going out to see how big is the world.
we have lots of fun, taking photos and video, after awhile ii went to shopping awhile leaving baby at coffee bean.
ii was looking for valentines present for her, but can't get any so ii went back coffee bean to accompany her.
baobei told me she wan drink bubble tea, so ii went to look for bubble tea.
brought her honey red tea her "favorite".
after her study, we slack awhile outside J8 Desmond went to buy 2 bottle of Beer...
he got drunk, firstly started to get emo den tears and stuff.
My 1st reaction was like "HOLY COW" 1st time see him tears drop until like nobody business...
ii can feel how's his feeling is and stuff, baobei and confort him and stuff...
Late Night is falling Nobody is around on the streets, shops are close and got no place to go somebody is drunk and we have to take care of him... so take him to my place den he paid for cab fair...
baobei and ii sent him to my place, den after tat rest awhile den ii sent baobei home...
that lots of things happen tat will never make me forget...
END OF 05/02/2010
06/02/2010
wake up in the morning to accompany baby to school before tat we went to mac for big breakfast lols...food was not bad after all, but have to rush becos today is baby's exam day "BUSY"after mac sent her to school den slack in her school with Desmond school to wait for her to dismiss.Desmond and I walk around den he saw cheers leaders guess he high already den he sits there look at them make me so shy sia...ii dun really like to look at other girls when ii have GF unless somebody I really noe or seen her many times!ok! den we went to library to read books, hear somebody play twilight themes on the piano so cool rite! wish ii can play the piano but ii can't...1hr pass by baby finally come out... help her carry her bag and lappy, out of a sudden baby feeling weak den ii slowly walk with her to CWP den find a place to settle down den ask her eat medicine... later we faster go back my place to rest le... both of them sleeping den ii dun remember wad is was doing...all ii noe is Desmond leaving soon, den ii accompany baby to sleep awhile den we wake up watch DVD... until 12 plus den we sleep again at 2:30am ii sent baobei home den ii go home while on my way home my tummy pain like mad and the night was cold and ii can't walk so have to walk really slow to reach home... finally reach home safe and sound THE END
Wicky... baobei please get well soon! really worry about you is been 1 week already!
Out Of Bounds:D
3:07 AM
♥Tuesday, February 02, 2010
DAMN MY LIFE..YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TODAY?I GET 3 EXTRA DUTY WHAT THE HELL!NEVER MIND MY HAIR GET CAUGHT FOR LONG...TODAY LOTS OF SHIT HAPPENS...today suppost to go sembawang camp to collect my ITE vehicle repairing cert...went all the way there, MR LIM is not there what the hell nvm...so ii took bus 169 to RP to fetch baobei...first thing ii go there is find her becoz is so sick OMFG!after tat ii met her we walk out of school to take bus 903 go home...in the bus, nobody willing to give up their fucking sit to her when she can't even stand on her own...people keep looking without doing anything nvm, people dun even move inside the inner sit also nvm...but when we manage to sit some ass hole keep asking me to move damn du lan so ii shouted" cannot wait izzit?!" den tat guy shut up and walk away... typical Singaporean! ii'm a Singaporean ii feel damn lose face!tat's why ii dun wanna be a Singaporean... dun useless, KAYPO, stomping others and doing worthless things instead of helping... now ii know why people said eyes power is stronger den hands on will we are working...SINGAPOREAN GOOD FOR NOTHING BUT BEING KAYPO ONLY!!!After reaching our stop ii sent baobei home, ii went back home to shower den go find baobei again becoz i'm super worry about her so i went to place to check out she is alright?after tat saw her dam very suffering, ii feel damn heart pain sigh...went down to buy porridge for her den go back to her place make for her...after saw her feeling kinda better ii left her place den she eat already go and rest...TONIGHT FAMILY DINNER...Invited Benji over we have lots of food but something and someone is missing every year...tonight food and soup are great, everyone eat until so full until our tummy wanna explode...after our family dinner Benji and I went to buy drink den come up again...few min later we go buy cig... dunno why have the urge to smoke... den smoke with Benji...after tat sent him to bus stop den ii left le....went face saw someone tag me... "i dun believe you did tis bro... SPEECHLESS "if you people noe wad happen to me and my past ex you will not say tis fuck word...she cos herself lor, nth to prove myself but to move along with my new life and girlfriend...
wicky... dun judge people by their looks becoz in the end the get hurts is urself...
Out Of Bounds:D
11:53 PM
♥Monday, February 01, 2010
What A Day...today did not go back camp, cos baby say wanna accompany so ii took MC so nice of me rite!ok, we went to poly clinic to take MC cos anyway I'm sick too...after seeing the doctor, we went to CWP to take a walk to shop for my jeans...few hrs later, we go home le becoz baobei is not feeling well so we went back to my place...we slept for awhile becos later baobei need to be in school at 4:30PM...after we wake up ii sent baobei to school den rush back to check point help my parents to carry stuff for tomorrow steamboat... have a argument with my sis for asking Benji to come over to steamboat 2moro...she damn stupid lor, tat time his mom ask me go over to eat now ii invite him come over cannot?whatever la, tomorrow Benji better come if not ii lose face!!!hmmm guess ii will post till here... ii wanna accompany my baobei....becos she having high fever very worry for her...OH YA I QUARREL WITH MY BUDDY JP DUN ASK WHY BECOZ I CAN'T BE BOTHER!!!wicky... darling i'm worry about you, pls take urself...To: Ben, you dumb dumb la waiting for uu to eat with me uu go back sleep...To: Baobei, you must take care of urself... love ya lots
Out Of Bounds:D
8:17 PM
Hey Hey Finally Is 2nd mth of 2010anyway just came back meeting Benji, Xiao Qiang and Boi...at first Benji, Xiao Qiang and I at Check Point Play Pool and Jamming, after tat we go woodgrove to have our dinner.after dinner, Benji and I take Xiao Qiang to our slacking area few hours later Boi come meet us...den we go SAS slack...but today i'm feel moody... Baobei is not here with me sigh...anyway we got sms, misses her lots 2moro taking MC to accompany her den whole day stick with her already hehe...but sadly now can't hear her voice becoz she is snoring at home on her comfort bed lols...just now chat on msn with Marcus (church friend) tell him about what happen in my life...sigh, have a feeling tat I have abandon God, but tis feeling I'm having is diff...no matter how I runaway from him, I just can't hide becoz he is god above us and everyone...his a mighty, powerful and a loving father... he never fail in loving me, but I fail to seek for it and change it...so I'm planning to go to church tis Sunday for 9am service...I'm taking 1 step at a time...ok la will post until here le... THE ENDwicky... Dear God, Father of Holy Kingdom, I'm sorry tat I left your arm but no matter how hard I runaway You still found me... when I'm alone in the darkness night I can feel tat your there...
To: Baobei, I'm Missing You... YOU KNOW YOU KNOW?!
To: Benji, Am I werid?
To: ZenZen, I'm a Happy little dude becos ii found her! and she is mine!
Out Of Bounds:D
1:28 AM
