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♥Sunday, January 31, 2010


WOW, what a great night

went to meet baobei at her friend's place, reach there waited for awhile, den ii call my bro Benji...
we were chatting on the phone... we talk about J.P and other stuff... he very bad, say ii dun wanna post something about him LOLS
we were talking about his computer and meeting up stuff... after a while baobei come down meet me, at first her dressing was weird,
after awhile something flash into my mind and ii help her change her dressing... look better den before =P... after tat we wait for her friends
den we leave the place and head towards somewhere near vivo...


everything ii did last night was my first time doing it and i'm gonna do it again =D


last night, is the first time ii went clubbin... at first was not high enough, becoz ii dunno why baobei and her friend keep walking in and out the place...
after ii drink a cup of resberry vodka, ii can feel my head heavie den ii went out the dance area and have cig...
suddenly the high feeling come already after ii heard the song "bad romance" baobei and ii were so close and is the first dance ii did, will be always remember...
ii like tis feeling, it makes me forget about the pain and unhappiness inside me...
suddenly the high feeling gone den not fun le... wanted to meet Benji but he fall asleep ba so did disturb him...
so we plan to go back to my place... from vivo back to woodlands damn expansive sia... 26 buck WTF first time ii take cab cost so ex leh...
while in the cab ii ask darling to sleep first... after a long trip back to my place... baby go to my room and sleep le...
after my shower ii also go sleep... but unlucky things happen... she over slept den her parents called and screw her... den ii feel very bad lor...

wicky... darling whatever happens i'm here always here for you... love you lots without fail

to: Benji, sure WE should do it again in the cinema wahaha!
to: Biyun, how's life nvr see uu online or tag me already...
to: Baobei, enjoy ur JB trip and ii want do this clubbin with you aagin!
to: ZenZen, still haven see you online msn or facebook drop me a text...
to: J.P, dun so stress everything will be just fine...

Out Of Bounds:D
8:13 AM

♥Saturday, January 30, 2010


I'm Happy, The Most Happy Little Dude!!!


29.01.10, 2.45am...


Finally You Are Mine!


I, Chua Jun Weng Ivan, S8835495H willing to take good care Chong Shan Shan Amenda.

I'm willing to Stand by Her no matter what trouble or any problem she is facing,

I'm willing to protect her, love her and never bully her like how she bully me.

I'm willing to spent my happiness, joy, love and fun with her without fail,

I'm willing to be her one and only loving boyfriend and will never leave her alone when she attitude me...

I, Chua Jun Weng Ivan, S8835495H have put my hand across my chest and put on top my heart saying this... You Will Be Love By Me and Will Be My One and Only Princess...


From Your Dearest

Wicky aka Ivan...


wicky... thanks you girl for being mine =)...


Stories of how we get together...


28.01.10
we were messaging each other...
out of a sudden she sent me a message.

"gees. I suddenly got urge to have boifren' hahas. GG." [28/01/2010] Time: 10:46 AM

SWEET! ii was like so happy!
the whole day was like so happy till ii dunno how to explained haha...

after camp den go to her school and find her, waited 1hrs plus, finally here she is lols...
we took bus back to my place.

after doing my shower stuff, we go out to town to eat BOTAK JONES...
after our dinner, we go shop around somewhere out there! woots...
ii asked her, will she be my girlfriend den she look at me and said "why so random..."
my brain started thinking lots of question and asking myself...
thinking of why she won't accept, what is the thing tat make her can't accept me...

after our shopping we wanna go home le... took bus 190 to Panjang and den take bus 178 to Woodlands...

Inside the Bus 178

Time: 11:50PM
ii told her "in 10mins ii wan her to be my girlfriend"
we have a long chat about, why she won't be my girlfriend and what is the thing tat stopping us?
lots of question mark's questions, tat ii dun even know how to shove it out...
she told why she can't accept me... Yes indeed her words make sense... but still can't bring me down or make me give up on her...

Time: 12:00AM
the last thing ii told her is "Action Speak Louder den Words" becoz I'm a person tat dun like to talk too much...
YES INDEED ii fail to have her tat night on 28/01/10...


After Reached My House
Time: 2:00AM

We have a chat, and a chat tat ii never did it with somebody tat ii really love and treasure...
ii hold her hand... ii told her

"I did not sit beside my girlfriend talking to her like what we are doing now...
I love her, ii really did and ii dun really care who is gonna look at us or how others think of us
I dun mind which guy friend she is going out with, becoz ii noe she will not do something behind my back. I believe in her, ii have faith in her, ii wanna let her noe tat my confident is 10x stronger den anyone else! I noe ii can do better den her Ex Boyfriend ii noe ii can do 10x better!"

she said something tat nobody told me before...
"I Admire Your Confident..."

I told her...
"This is the way ii am! nth can stop us... ii must believe and have faith in you! becoz ii love you"

she give me a hug

Last Thing ii told her about the Dead Tree and Heart I draw for her (will Post it)

"The heart represent her, she was hanged on the Dead Tree.
Robe, Hanging the heart becoz it never want to be found again.
Dead Tree, all her love and trust have gone, nobody cares about it.
Dark and Foggy Night, she is left alone nobody hear her sob.
But the Heart is still shine and red becoz it still finding it owner.
But With some search, I found it! I'm Gonna Cut the robe and Give the Heart to the owner.
I'm Wanna Let her Know nothing is impossible!
I found it and I'm not gonna make it bleed or break it. becoz ii found it"

I asked her
"are you willing to be my girl? are you?"

she did not reply...

I asked her again
"are you willing to be my girlfriend?"

29/01/10
Time: 2:45AM


she smile and kissed me in my lips...
and yes! she willing to be mine! YEAH!!!
THE END

wicky... finally ur mine, nothing gonna take uu away...

Out Of Bounds:D
5:54 AM

♥Wednesday, January 27, 2010


hey readers, friends and best-friend sorry for my inactive on my posting.

ok wad ii wanna share is wad had happen past few days and today...
few days ago lots of things happen to my friend and ii we had some misunderstanding...
like keep disturbing and make each other angry using so ugly hurting words...
although we were joking but at last somebody aka menda have knock some sense into my head...
she told me ii had hurt my bro Benji will joking with each other guess next time ii must be serious with them...
if wad ii said is hurting people out there I'm sorry, just wanna let Benji noe tat when he see me dun give me tat kind of bored or no life look it makes me think of somebody leaving alone at woodgrove doing nothing when they are enjoying the high feeling and I'm sitting there doing nothing and ii dun like tat feeling...
sorry to say this, I'm just scare of things happen in woodgrove...

SORRY BRO aka Benji if ii said things have piss you off i'm really sorry... THE END

Finally The Last Day of Outfield... All the Best Wicky...

this morning went to menda's place... go there first thing is give her a big hug den go to her bed and sleep becoz I'm gonna sick to the death feel cold and stuff...

but ii wanna thanks her for taking good care of me... feed me and make honey drink for me hehe
thanks girl... den after tat rest awhile sent her to take cab and den ii left le before ii left ii saw somebody who iis from my Secondary School her name is Mei Xin... she look damn tired sia den have a short chat with her den left le... reach home den sleep awhile den go back camp le...

FORWARD TO CAMP STORY...

in camp doing nth but waste of time, tis is it.... life wasted again...
everyday doing same thing again finally 10PM...
ii rush out of camp saw some one driving MID pickup den got to noe is the BDO... so he sent out to chong pang camp... den take bus from there to MRT to Somerset and pick menda from her working place den we took bus home... after reaching woodlands she accompany me go eat den ii sent her...and we are on the phone le so nth post le bb...

wicky... it tat true?

Out Of Bounds:D
1:25 AM

♥Monday, January 25, 2010


menda's bloggin the first time in her life. LOL. bloggin in ivan's blog in replacement of ben.

life's never as fantastic as it seems, isnt it ?dere re so many times you juz wana give up, leavin behind al the solitudes, the heartaches, the feelin of bein neglected by the whole world; bud dere's always somethin pullin you back, tellin you to continue fightin, givin ur every best.

i was at the verge of givin up every single bit of trust i had in love (once again), a vicious cycle dat juz kips repeatin itself. whenever anyone steps into a relationship, dere's bound to have happiness, sweetness and wadsoever crap, bud when it comes to an end, it leaves nth bud misery, solitudes, pain, heartaches. goin pass juz one is sufficient to make me lose my mind, go blank n die. however, juz like mentioned, dere's always somethin pullin me back; n diz unfounded reason, kept me alive n kickin 'til diz very moment.

after gone thru so many relationship's ups and downs, finally n coincidentally got to know the owner of diz blog. whether ornot at the end of the day, we'l live happy ever after, i dont know, n i never believed in it. before we re together, we've already gone thru too much .. too much to be true .. to much to think dat we re compatible.

boi .. dont be constantly afraid of me leavin you, leavin your life. it al ties down to fate, let it be a natural kinda thin; too much "afraids" wil drown you. eu're good, too good to be true. bein with eu really makes me calm, allows me to disregard everythin bad dat is fallin on me, eu can even let me forgo the very-important-thin in my life - sleep; dats the reason why im stil her at diz wee hour. if i have a choice, if i have total control of my heart, i juz wana stop here, stop at where we re now n i dont wan another relationship becoz it means another heartache. be kinder to yourself, let yourself free, share with me; anythin may it be. dont worry .. i wont go 'til i noe eu're perfect standin alone. i cant bear to anyways.

ask me to describe you usin one word in my heart. you're indelible. n im so used to ur xistance .. i never wan us to be a past tense. everythin i do .. i wan you to be happy, to be dat smal boi dat i always noe. =)

Out Of Bounds:D
2:45 AM


Hey... anyone missing me again?

ok first thing ii wanna share about is things are going fine with me and her...
we have been very close and hang out the whole week hehe =P...

ok today we went to marina square but before going there we went to esso to find Billy,
but he not there TSK!... we saw a yellow car park at the roadside and it looks weird and ii dunno how to explain, saw the car get fine den we walk to esso...

few mins later we took bus to CWP den take 960 to Marina Square, is a long trip from woodlands to Marina... LMAO... first thing we went there is FIND FOOD LOLS!!!

we went to Kenny Roger (cafe) the food are not bad will post it went ii got the photo hehe =)...
ii can say wad ii order eat already will full, worth eating and worth buying haha...
after eating we went shopping and walk walk haha... really enjoy myself and having time with her... thx girl this week uu accompany me alot really appreciate it...

time pass really fast, happy moment ended she need to accompany her parents and brother to have family dinner... sent her to Jurong MRT station den took train back to Marsiling...

Meet Up with Benji at woodgrove, we den go esso find Billy slack awhile den ask Benji accompany me go buy something for her...

Benji and ii went tomeet J.P and her friend at woodgrove, slack awhile Benji and ii went to toilet to Pee after tat we go 7 eleven to buy drink...

Few Min Later, J.P called us and we went up to 4th floor den Police are with them den... GG liao... after tat we left le

THE END!!!

wicky... View Benji Blog for More information...

Out Of Bounds:D
12:29 AM

♥Thursday, January 21, 2010


is been so long...
ii haven been blogging...
is like a feeling ii have missing...
the heart and echo is getting softer...
the hearing is getting, lower and lower...
something is missing, but ii got to find it....
ii have to find it back, where it belongs too...
wicky wake up something is inside you wake up...
YOU HAVE TOO WAKE UP UR IDEA, BEFORE IS TOO LATE...

sun shine upon my face, a new song for me to sing...
life is suck in army days but i'm still holding on just for the god damn license...
life is better, when she is around my side holding on supporting me when ii almost falling...
ii'm happy staying with you, ii just like the way uu laugh at me, bully me and love me...
you are someone who is really special to me...
time spending with you passing real fast and ii just wanna be with you just you, only you...
without you i'm nth... color, hope, dreams and life was fill up by you, so dun ever leave...

_________THE END________

Past few days things are pretty shit in camp keep getting into trouble with 126SQN Officer SUX!
one officer keep getting me into trouble... angry leh so tough for wad?
THIS IS RSAF NOT SAF... uu are air force not armed force... DICK FACE!!!
add word into my mouth and say ii drive with half eyes closing lols....
forget about it is friday 2moro so hope and pray hard no recalled from them if not sure die...
maybe going outfield next week so dun think can see menda how leh??? =(
whatever it is ii believe she will wait for me... ii noe she will...

wicky...there is something missing can uu fill up for me?...

Out Of Bounds:D
11:15 PM

♥Sunday, January 17, 2010


my life is doing great....

time pass real fast, did nt blog for 1 days den now come here to post something...
how's my life going? great not bad... fun, happy moment all times and learning forward...

yesterday went out to town with menda, we go eat at lucky plaza, den go shopping at far east plaza... we saw alot of things cheap and expansive stuff, like DC shoe, Jacket, shirt, dress, boots etc etc... we really enjoy our moment out there together, but again time pass fast happy moment dun last, she got to go work, so we go to botak jones which is at NYC... sent her to work, den ii went to skate park... saw MR. DICK (Shawn) at there skateboarding... accompany him awhile lols, see him always nth good spent money TSK!!! at the same time waiting for her to end work is a long hours haha but is ok really enjoy waiting dunno why....

finally 9hrs pass... she end work ii happy we go home togther, taking NR2 back to our home town woodlands... den sent her home den ii go home... THE END...

wicky... photo will be upload soon... Girl are uu enjoy ur moment with me out there?... COZ ii DO!

Out Of Bounds:D
11:09 PM

♥Saturday, January 16, 2010


Let's Talk About Thursday Night

had a great night with menda at my house we talk alot, sleep alot and we also share the view together outside my window...
ROMANTIC "if uu love someone else uu will nvr forget about tis word"
den sent her home at 2am den go back home and sleep again...
late for camp tis morning got scolded by daddy... lols den he drive me to camp...
reach camp kena scolded by oldman W.Officer Jeff... sigh...
NEVER MIND BEST PART IS HE DELAY MY TIME AGAIN!!! ARGH!!!
AND I'M SO ANGRY TAT MY PRESENT FROM ZEN ZEN LOST OMFG!!!

anyway saw Desmond at Town, he also alone so we two shop together and play TZ... wahaha
fun... but again happy moment dun last... before we left we took lots lots of photo hehe =) will post it soon...

HATE 2010 FROM THE START!

wicky... Zen Zen i'm sorry ii lost that thing you give me argh...

Out Of Bounds:D
2:16 AM

♥Wednesday, January 13, 2010


TUESDAY Last Night damn very very bored...

nothing much to post... just feeling no mood about last night... meet up with her and Norman... den slack lor... den sent her home... The End...

Tonight... Nothing much to say about...

today go camp den drive up and down like usual, end at 7.30pm go home myself...
menda went to town with her friend... Benji come find me now dunno wanna go where already... nothing much to post...

wicky... is getting EMO...

Out Of Bounds:D
9:46 PM

♥Tuesday, January 12, 2010


what a life...

time pass really slow last night and they delay my damn time... should end at 7pm they let me go off at 10.30 pm damn angry but lucky menda was here to accompany me... feel damn bad to keep her waiting, but time pass fast with her around my side... if during tis 9 mths she always come accompany me and wait for me my army life sure pass damn fast...

finally 10.30pm, some guys from my camp drive us down the road and we took 169 to yishun den meet up with Lincoln and pass him 50 bucks, have a short chat with him den go off le... menda and ii went to starbucks to use the internet but try so many cannot get through so we went to mac... after submit her school work we took bus back to woodlands, ii had my dinner at 892 and den walk her home... THE END...

wicky... sry for my short post i'm very sleepy...

Out Of Bounds:D
9:55 AM

♥Monday, January 11, 2010


WHAT A BORING SUNDAY NIGHT

hmm is 2am in the morning and ii still haven sleep WTH...
now on the phone with menda and Benji... all of us are still awake and we are doing our stuff...
Benji making lots of noise through the phone, menda study and talking on the phone and last but not least me just finish edit Zen Zen's blog... now come here to post... today nothing much happen went jogging with Benji and meet up with Billy to get my money back den go to Benji house take L4D... tat's all for to sunday night...

SAD, HAPPY SATURDAY, DAY AND NIGHT


alot of things happen sat morning but everything is back to fine becoz ii holding on tight no matter wad... bought her a ring and went to PUB last night at woodgrove with Benji, Billy, menda and myself... we have fun last night really fun...
but again happy moment dun last remember?
den bought VODKA and COKE den we mix them in the end ii got drunk lols...
but there is someone ii haven said who he is, his name is Xiao Qiang so his there too we drink at FCC... so 5 of us were there, but there is somebody very irritating keep speaking malay language... zzz...

after drinking we all went home... menda sent me home and we do our stuff after tat we sleep till tis afternoon... THE END...

wicky... life is to relax and enjoy not to torture ourselves... Love Her Lots

Out Of Bounds:D
1:59 AM

♥Saturday, January 09, 2010


Friday Night Burn!!!

friday should be going till late night but in the end is a burn night...
today went to menda's place and sleep again at 2 plus den after tat sent her to school...
she said "ii first time sent her to school so happy" but ii went home after she go for her exam...
after her exam we meet up becoz ii need to go for a hair cut, ii look much handsome now lols...
after my hair cut we go eat mac den go back my place to change and hit the shower den we go CWP...

while on our way to CWP menda is on the phone with angry mood "scary".... guess make Norman her angry again... sigh ii also dunno how to say but 1 thing is ii'm very happy becoz did not go clubbing hehe we go Time Zone and play game and had lots of fun... but again happy moment dun last long... went to she Benji place go so piss off by wad his mom said... ii swear next will not go to his place again...

after leaving his place we go meet Billy at coffee shop... den go to Woodlands Check Point play pool... after pool we slack until 5am in the morning den go home...THE END...

wicky... just hang on there...

Out Of Bounds:D
4:56 AM

♥Friday, January 08, 2010


What a fast passing week of the year 2010.

through out tis week shit happens again, last night after camp my tummy started to feel funny... reach home i started vomit and shit like nobody business lols...

went to meet her under her block to go admiralty mac together, but ii really sick until dun feel like moving... so she said go to my house and study again reach home vomit like nobody business... den mummy ask me go hospital so wait for sis Evelyn to pick us up and drive us to SGH to see doctor...

their service was efficient, doctor said ii need to drip so no choice becoz ii get food poisoning... she is around there for me without feeling angry or irritated ii feel bad for her becoz ii'm keeping her waiting from 2.30am to 5am is like so long but she is still there for me... ii feel very happy...

time pass really fast for me becoz ii was sleeping on the bed but for her very poor thing hmmm...
finally 5am but still cannot go off yet doctor haven come we still need to wait for 1 hr for the doctor... finally can go home le we take cab home from SGH back to my house den we both went to sleep...

tis afternoon Benji come visit me haha first time, den he buy food for me haven paid him the money yet... really thanks uu guys lots always at my side no matter how shit it is... thx uu all

wicky... even when the hope is gone move along move along like ii know ur do move along...thx uu guys

Out Of Bounds:D
4:37 PM

♥Thursday, January 07, 2010


what a tiring day...

wake up tis morning at 6AM, den went to her place to accompany her den we sleep together...
9.15AM she need to reach school so ii wake up at 8.30am den sent her to bus stop before tat we go back to my place to take calculator becos she need to use for exam... after tat sent her to bus stop den she go off le...

went back home and chat on phone with her awhile, den i go and sleep again... becoz later need to wake up and go back camp... reach camp slack awhile den started driving... my army life is black and white so nothing much to say, reach camp start driving up and down tat's all... today should end at 9.30pm, but staff sgt let me go of at 8pm becos ii need to buy concession... reach MRT station, chiong my way back to woodlands den go back home and hit the shower den rush to her work place to find her den we go home together... we went t eat around our place den slack awhile den go home le... THE END


wicky... ii must find the real uu back... but where should ii start from?

Out Of Bounds:D
1:42 AM

♥Wednesday, January 06, 2010


My Day Is Ruin WTF...

today should be meeting her... and they let me go off at 10pm... WTH.. iii sure be going home at 9pm yet 10pm damn angry reach woodland at 11pm den she cannot come out sian sia whole day did nt see her wanna go crazy already... den 2moro start at 2pm again dunno how late will end again...

damn, kena ps by Benji WTH is wrong nowadays start of 2010 so suay leh What The Fish!!!

so freaking angry until ii also dunno wad to blog leh

wicky...Ns suck leh delay my damn time, every sec, min and hrs is important for me...

Out Of Bounds:D
12:20 AM

♥Tuesday, January 05, 2010


WOW i'm so FUCKING TIRED CAN!

today should end at 2pm den they delay me till 5pm kenasai, den never mind ii suddenly fainted they sent me to MO... after tat went back driving again ii bang on to something... i'm too tired...
whole day kena spoil by the 126 SQN people WTF leh... at last someone told me she miss me too... just a simple word, my life got brighten up again haha...

after camp, ii rush my way to CWP to meet her den sent her to work... after tat ii went back home to bath, chat on msn and looking for some music... den Benji called me asked me where am ii so ii tell him "i'm at home"...
becos we said wanna meet up after he end his lesson... we meet at almeen, ii order mutton soup with rice and bread yum yum... so hungry... after tat wait for her to end work den slack awhile with Benji and Her... after tat went to Benji's house take back guitar and sent her home...

after reach home, mommy making lots of noise again about daddy changing her cellphone and stuff... plus that room rental still using the bloody toilet wanna hit the shower also can't damn angry...



wicky...my body is getting weaker am ii gonna leave tis world tat soon becoz is 5yrs Doc said my wound is nt yet heal

Out Of Bounds:D
12:24 AM

♥Monday, January 04, 2010


A Sudden Awake Middle Of The Night...

ok ii was sleeping on the phone with Her aka menda suddenly ii got a weird nightmare tat stop me from sleeping again... ii check the time was like almost 2am ii was like WTF...
ii called Benji tot his the one missed called me but, in the end was not him ii went to check my phone it was a private number so ii called menda...
she picked up the phone, den ii asked her izzit she called me at 12.20am?
she
said "yup becoz ii hang up the phone" den we continue to sleep but no matter how hard ii try ii totally can't becoz of the nightmare ii had...
guess ii have been thinking too much stuff nowadays, so ii totally can't sleep ii hold on the phone till my batt is dead...
ii wake up to check my computer but no matter how tired ii am, ii still can't fucking sleep ii dunno wad the hell is wrong with me...

Back to the story where ii left libary...

after finishing her studies, we went to CWP get some drinks instead of getting drinks we went to mac and eat twisted fries... den we went to body shop, she bought something for herself and me... she buy me a facial foam, which ii really like to use it and it cos 20 bucks plus plus....
at first ii tot it was free if she buy anything but in the end must paid, ii feel damn heart pain lor...
dun wanna spent her money becoz she gonna be not working for a week becoz her work place going to renew hmm, just feel damn heart pain for her but ii really like the facial foam...
thanks girl for tat facial foam...
after we left CWP we go to tree huts park to slack for awhile, after tat we went to take 913 go back home...THE END

wicky... is tat the right time to leave? ii dunno... if uu wan me to stay just tell me ii will...

Out Of Bounds:D
4:14 AM

♥Sunday, January 03, 2010


WOW last day of a long week end for me...

time pass really fast, now can use my finger to count how many month left to ORD...wahaha
oh ya, last night after we left the libary we went to watch Jennifer's body at my place wahaha swt... tis is the 2nd time ii watch is nice and ii really like it... becos they have tis song through the trees... wahaha... after tat we rest for awhile den tis morning sent her home...

wake up at 1pm becoz Shawn came over and ask me where is my deck(skateboard) tot ii give him already... den tell me he wan give his girlfriend WTH! want give ur gf things use ur own money to buy dun take my stuff and give ur gf, den ii went back to sleep
wake up at 3pm becoz menda called me to go out study with her...
few min later Benji call me, he told me that he left his Helen key for me outside my house wow tat's fast unlike him... becoz he told me he went jogging tis morning can uu imagine a lazy person went jogging tat's weird... maybe his started to change his life, hope he keep it up and won't be so lazy...

after wake up went to do my morning stuff, bath, wash up and etc etc...
meet her under her's block and we take back to CWP den walk to cilvic center libary... waited for sits walking around still cannot find the sits we want becoz we need the "plucks" for our laptop...
finally got sits le, now we started to do our things... THE END

wicky...time is passing really fast after my trip ii wanna back study and sign on police force... sign off

Out Of Bounds:D
5:47 PM

♥Saturday, January 02, 2010


wow first time using my laptop outside!!!

i'm currently at woodlands cilvic center libary with her hehe...

we come becoz she wanna study, so accompany her...

oh ya tis morning ii make egg with toast for her ii think not bad ba hope she likes it!!!
where have been very close for so long... really enjoing my life now and things ii do...

all the shit have gone ii guess, but there is still something bothering me ii dunno how to say...
so ii guess i'm happy, she's happy everyone is happy now... =D

2010 is here really can't wait for 16 Nov 2010 becoz, ii really wanna get out of singapore for awhile... ZenZen promised to get me out of tis mess, ii really need someone to take me away from tis shit having around...think ii'll be gone for a month, ii noe ii will be missing someone here hope she understand how's my feeling... to gain trust for each other we have to do something hard to believe in each other, so we will have the trust in each other...ii guess if i'm gone here ii will be missing her alot alot... haha so must wait for me wor... guess i'll take her go eat chicken chop rice later hope have close yet... my tummy very very the hungry...

oh ya waiting for tat bloody Benji to pass me the money to return my book fine zzz so late still haven reach zzz faster la...

guess i'll post to here first becoz the libary is closing in 1/2 hrs

wicky...if i'm nt around will uu be missing me?... sign off... miss and love ya =P

Out Of Bounds:D
8:08 PM


WOOT something new learn in life...

1st thing ii have learn is, ii try to edit my blog html in the end it works! wow...
so now dun need to trouble Benji or J.P to help me edit my blog already...

2nd thing ii have learn is, ii just change my CPU green light to purple blue light which is 10x much nicer can!!! wahaha

3rd thing ii have learn is, nothing is impossible if you did not try to find it out...
in life if you did not put in effort to the fullest uu will never success in the things uu do...

so we must keep learning and never give up...

Out Of Bounds:D
6:11 PM


A RIDE OUTSIDE TONIGHT...

went out to meet my secondary classmate and some outside friend who use to be brother...
they are Johnny, Zhi An, Kim, Alex and Wei Jun.

they have changed, all become another person which ii dun really know like before... Kim don't like to talk much with me anymore hmmm wad is wrong?

Alex, Zhi An and Johnny were talking about their Camp Stuff, Kim was on the phone with someone else and Wei Jun still the same kena disturb by them....

not long later, somebody call me wor hehe my feeling happy wor.
tot she wanna meet me but in the end she did not cos too tired to move haha...
is ok at last she still call me means she care for me hehe not long later, she hang and went back to sleep...

after begin left out alone for awhile we went to 892 to have tea... the moment ii reach there something flash into my mind thinking of her and want to buy food for her but in the end ii did le cos she sleeping den ii dun wanna disturb her sweet dreams...

few mins later we all wanna go back home le... ii was cycling half way my trial bike like gt problem so it takes me sometime to reach her block downstairs called her and ask her wanna come out but she dun wan hmmm nvm... so ii also went back home le.... THE END

wicky... are they still my friend or not... feeling weird...

Out Of Bounds:D
3:31 AM

♥Friday, January 01, 2010


This...it...is...LIFE WASTED...Again....

just wake up wah ii tell you are ii freaking tired... come back from count down tis morning damn tired plus damn du lan cans!

last nite went count with menda and her sec schoolmate den we went to Henderson wave to count down... see not much but fireworks and slack there till morning... again she bring me to a place tat ii wanna go for so long lols... just very happy to stay by her at her side...

that Norman make her DAMN PISS OFF and ii see already also wanna smack him sia... people nt ur GF you still hug and kiss her like ur GF... i'm jealous but ii did nt show it out...

but happy moment always come to almost the end, she come to my house den we 2 sleep like pig... haha den again happy moment dun last long cos she need go home le...

now on the phone with her haha so happy sia. miss her lots lots and is a unstoppable missing her...anyway feel like going out but dunno wanna go where must think... think i'll stop here

wicky... every moment means alot to me.... Love and Miss her Lots Lots

Out Of Bounds:D
9:17 PM


Hey everyone! =D
To every readers! HAPPY NEW YEAR!
currently outside with Amenda and her ex school mates!
celebrate NEW YEAR together! never bring Benji go cause he tired and he don't wan go so far far away!
Hmmmm! wonder will this NEW YEAR be my new start? well, no one know.
I hope that i will come out with a plan to be ask Amenda to be my BABY!
heeehee.... so sweet of me =X
hmmmmm...
now dunno at what bus heading back woodlands/marsiling.....
Benji currently at my house sleeping,sorry to paiseh him at home hope he will not angry
and something happen that make me very angry...

i will post later when i reach home =D

bye pees/reader


Your writer,
Wicky

Out Of Bounds:D
8:58 AM