♥Wednesday, December 30, 2009

A very lonely nite...

today end early, den went to her work place to fetch her home but tonight she go clubbing, hmmm really started to get worried for her... sigh tomorrow my off day really wish to see her ii wanna go JB with her becoz ii nvr have a chance to go overseas with my GF, Friend or Best Friend...

nowadays very very tired and sleepy and ii can't sleep alone without her...
only can fall asleep when ii go to her place...
ii dunno why i'm scare and worried about...
but when she is here beside me, ii feel more comfortable and secure...

wicky... ii wanna let the world noe how much ii care about uu... just 1 great song will do tat =)... sign off






WOW tis...is...it....Life Wasted...zzz

ok went to find her and meet Benji at woodgrove...
we went to eat together with Dexter, Benji's Brother at 306 den after finish our food we slack awhile hehe...
try to make Dexter black out but fail no choice need choke him le finally he did black out...lols den after tat sent menda home...things is getting better Norman nvr pick her again hehe love you babe haha

wicky...tonight i'm falling and ii can't get up ii need ur loving hand to pick me up... tonight is a boring night...sign off



HEY HEY HEY!!!

wondering should i make a blog anot......
lazy update my own stuff and etc....
ivan see this post call me ASAP!!!....
i help you link JP.... and now i need your help!!!

♥Tuesday, December 29, 2009

How's Life Today?
hmm did not sleep last night finally ii can fall asleep when ii went to her place at 6.30am den rest for awhile.
keep having funny nightmare, sigh dunno wad the hell is tat.
wake up at 8.30am den cab to camp hehe...
nothing much happen in camp today just driving around den go back home le kinda tired but just dunno why ii cannot sleep leh...
hmm we chat on phone haha so happy to hear her voice wor, ok la think nth much to post later come back from meeting her den post again...






Been Through Shit for So Long...
why dun uu blame yourself?
why things change so much becoz uu dun say about yourself?
4years yet you say ii never protect you and still said ii give you so much problem?
when you went out with Boon Kiat during my duty in the fucking camp why you dun say?
during my birthday you throw me alone at home with nobody celebrating with me... do you noe how suck it is?
when nobody paid for your handphone bill who is the one paying ur shit? ur Pa Hai Tong Friend ar!
you said there are so many guys out there better den me becoz you dun treasure me...
you go out with lots of guys think ii dunno?
ii dun give you freedom what fuck you talking?!
ii let you go out with ur friend yet you go flirt with them WTF is tis?
Thanks for taking my youth away from me!!!
ii hope you said in the phone make sure you dun did the same mistake like wad others did!!!
ii did not work? ii wanna let you noe lor ii sell ice-cream tat time just to buy you a fucking ring!!!
when people talk shit behind your back, i'm still there protecting you!
i'm better den your friends, becoz of you ii give up my brothers!
LET ME TELL YOU TIS, I FEAR NOBODY EVEN IF COME 10, 20 MAN ii ALSO NOT SCARE!!! ALWAYS STAND HERE WAIT FOR UR STUPID CHILDISH FRIEND TO CHOP ME!!!

Ok Today not a very happy day but still can hang on there
went out at 4 plus cycle to FCC to meet Benji to eat KFC, wah order alot eh haha eat lot sia dunno why...
after eating went to his house to use com den wait for J.P to call us, after few min J.P told us she reach le den went to meet her... after few hours menda end work le happy sia when see her becoz Norman did not come pick her wor... den the 4 of us went to 167 slack slack awhile den J.P need go le den left Benji, menda and me.. we walk 1 BIG round back to 300 plus to eat, again ii order alot of food hahaha... after finish den we all go home le...
after sending her home my mind suddenly pop out something it makes me anyhow think but ii dunno wad it is just keep walking home.... The End


Am ii that lousy?
If is yes pls wake up ur fucking idea... I have always done my part and never fail you but you did...

wicky...1 great song can change my feeling... just don't force me to become another wicky... sign off...

♥Monday, December 28, 2009

the most crazy life ii ever have now!

some bloody bitch got wad she want already and now still hack my msn and change my password, wad the fuck is wrong with people nowadays?! Feeling DAMN PISS OFF CAN!

wadeva la as long she think like tat make a feel better den anything lor, ii did nth wrong at all she wan brain wash my whole family den go ahead la, ii give her my family also no problem la... just wanna let my sis noe lor uu also a bitch lor uu noe ii won't do such childish things to disturb other people blog or wad lor uu still helping her... dun forget when uu need someone there for you tat time i'm the only bloody fool is there supporting uu and Kenny lor now uu fucking help her uu good la!!! next time uu and Kenny or others got problem go find Amanda! dun ever find me!

OK finish complaint le now wanna share wad ii do TODAY!!!
wake up called her tot she called me becoz ii saw a miss called with private number (no number)
chat awhile when to shower den take my guitar go out and sing song with some of my hi bye friend (not very close friend) den wait for shawn to come find me becoz ii called him to ask tat bloody bitch return my msn password and she denied, DIU! after tat when to change my guitar strings now sounds better den before =D den wait for her to end work lor when to see her den go 338 slack alone there den pratice some song becoz ii wanna perform on stage!!! tis is my DREAM!!! den went back to find her and wait for her to end work.... after awhile she finally end work we walk home together we pass by alot of big houses behind woodgrove we are happy together!!! one more thing Norman never come find her wahahaha!!! den walk half way take bus 912 go back our area to slack slack and teach her how to play Qing Tian on the my guitar... ii give her my other guitar although is nt tat nice but still working hope she like it ba after tat sent her home.... THE END...

wicky...1 great rock song can change the world!!! wicky there is a stage for uu to perform work hard for it!!! sign off

♥Sunday, December 27, 2009

Hurt yourself doesn't solve the problem........
lol.... you are no longer the ivan i know le.....
the old ivan won't admit defeat.....
but how rather than admit defeat you hurt yourself.......
i wish this is the last time i heard from you that you cutting your hand....
lol.... just think back, when you saw amAnda hurt herself do you like it???
i dare to say NO LOR!!!...... this cutting wrist is so risky lor!!
lmao =(..... ok la..... bye now....


Dj.Ben sign off now!!!




My Heart Is Torn into Million of Pieces...
today she saw me and give me a called when to chase after her den give her a hug her before she left for work... ii noe things will be ugly after she meet up with her ex bf... ii dunno wad is in my heartache iis but tiis feeling haven been here now iis back again... she hugged him and kissed him ii guess, and tat guy is not Norman but someone who she used to love before...

Tonight Norman took her away from me again!
Boon hugged you and kissed you...
wad should ii do?
feel like ending my life....
ii love her so much tat ii wanna give up my life!
i'm half crazy and out of my mind i'm going insane for your love...
BABY... i'm here waiting for you, ii just dun like it when they left a mark on my story book...
sigh ii dunno wad to blog now ii'm lost...

wicky love you dun let go of my hand i need you... stay with me baby ur mine!!!!

♥Saturday, December 26, 2009

What A Boring Sat!!!
very very bored lor just finish bathing, before tat ii was mapling still the same very bored leh!!!!
feeling really fuck up lor dunno why?! argh wad is tat heartache in my heart ii really dunno i wanna cry but who should ii turn to Ben, Shawn or Her?
ii really lost my way and ii need someone to take me back to where ii am... ii really dunno wad to do, i'm just a ship lost in the ocean with a spoiled compass sigh... ii need someone to guide me back to the land where there is everyone waiting for my ship to aboard...

Ok back to wad ii wanna share!!!
last night ii saw her online!!! so happy hehe den ii asked her to go out eat with me but she really DID!!! so amazed haha hmmm we walk all the way to 166 den ii order alot of things so hungry till ii dunno how to explain... after finish our food den we walk back by passing the hill and places where we both used to live when we are still kid. Amazing rite! hmmm den we walk down the hill and take a sit near old folks home, we rest awhile den continue our walk to buy some drinks at near by patrol station after tat go to my house to rest... ii play some song on my gutar for her...after resting awhile den sent her home... if everynight just me and her how sweet the night is... ii nvr have a galfriend who can come out at night to accompany me, but she is the first gal tat can come out at night meet me and accompany me although she not my galfriend yet... anyway we hold on the phone till fall asleep how sweet it is hehe "she snore wor haha must be very tired for her" wahahaha!!!

OH YA ONE MORE THING BOON ASK HER TO HUG HIM WTF!!!
if he dare do anything funny sure kena from me de guess i'm jealous
baby dun hug him ok? sigh

wicky... sign off... Love Her Lots Lots

♥Friday, December 25, 2009

Last Christmas, ii give you my heart the very next day you give it away...

hmm tonight iis christmas night most of the people, couple, family and friends were outside celebrating christmas day... but i'm all alone again just like when ii was kid ii really hate it ii really love christmas so much yet ii dun have a chance to celebrate christmas with my friends, family and her... just have to sing tis song
"lonely, lonely christmas. merry, merry christmas!"

ii feel like i'm all alone by myself again
if tis world got no sadness will things better?
if tis world got no hate will there be fight?
if tis world got no love will there be tears?
sometime ii do wonder what god is telling me?
wadeva it is ii choose the path ii have to keep walking with it no point turning back =/

Wad have ii done during X'mas countdown?
went to vivocity with Ben and Shawn, walk walk, take photo, play guitar hero and eat long john silver haha
den went to town 2gether for countdown X'mas. buy some snow spray to spray people but things went out wrong way,1ST was tis japaness fat boy hit my head from my back and den run away. 2ND there tis stupid malay guy punch my face den say merry x'mas and pretend nth happen WTF and tat is why ii really hate malay pigs you noe you noe? x'mas is fun when uu play but not go until too Xtreme but anyway, She Called Me back when ii miss called her, so happy and she also told me where she is... went to find her and give her a hug, and tat hug makes me dun feel like giving her a chance to leave me....sigh baby ii'm waiting for uu really waiting for you, waiting for you kiss me at the night hehe... ok anyway when to prank people after meeting her and hug her...

ii was chasing a bangala den after tat saw... LIVE BAND IN A PUB WAH ii TELL YOU AR!!!
they were playing acoustic version numb! with GIBSON semi acoustic guitar WOOOT!!!
my body and hand can't stop moving, cheering and singing along!!!
after tat take some photo with Ben and Shawn den wait for NR2 to go back woodlands

Baby tis time we were nt together watching live band ii feel uncomfortable without you here watching with me, will uu still wanna watch live band with me? =(

wicky... sign off... ii become so numb~~!!!...


YOYOYOYOYOYOYO!!!!

Hey! This Is Dj.Ben here AGAIN!!

The EMO~KIA~AKA~WICKY~AKA~IVAN IS SLEEPING LMAO.....ZZZzzzZZZzzZZZzzZZ

will post soon once i bloodly HELL take his phone.....
-----> STUPID HEAD WICKY! <---- HighLight To See What I Wirte... <3


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Alright Dj.Ben Sign Off At Marsiling which located in S'pore....... IN WICKY HOUSE!!!

♥Thursday, December 24, 2009

wow thx to dj Benji, for posting on my blog haha i'm waiting for her to come back i'm sure she will becoz she like someone who have confident so, ii must show her how much ii like and love her... thx for being at my side dj Benji for supporting me all the way...

OK let's see wad ii wanna post today!!!
today wasted $11.35 on cab fair F sia go camp not even 5hrs den come back already zzz.... hmmm once again She left me again but nvm on 30 Jan 2010 3.00 PM same place, where the bus stop is we will meet again =3 heart now is missing her so much... tis year X'mas will be a lonely X'mas... nvm tis is just the stories started all ii can do for her now is protect her without let her knowing ba... menda... "i'm here, always here. take my eyes to guide uu home!"

Wad am ii doing now?
chatting with my best friend dun think is best friend but almost like my younger sister haha... we like so long nvr see each other through webcam le sigh finally ii see her wanna noe who she is? her name is..... ZEN ZEN wahahaha!!! we miss other so much can! after the genting trip still have contact and stuff but after sometime, we like no time for each other coz we too busy with our stuff hahaha but nw see her smile feeling much better le she also have bf le congratz ar!!! OH YA almost forgot thx Zen Zen for helping me to upload the song and link her blog!!! ok la will post tonight... bye bye blog blog!!! later come back post post again!!!

To: menda! "we got to hold on, no matter how hard or the road is my eyes is guiding uu along ur way, 30 jan 2010 3.00 PM


EVERYONE LEAVE YOUR BLOG LINK IN THE TAG BOARD FOR ME TO LINK YOU LA *FUCK*!!!!

LAST CHANCE FOR YOU GUYS!!!!
WARNING!!! Dj.Ben going crazy!!!
WARNING!!! Owner.Ivan going DIE!!!


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This is the link for the song ivan!!!
by. Sylvester Sim---->Suo Yi ~所以
lmao.....
pro leh =D Rmb the lyric what he sing......
STAY STRONG!!!
LOL i like fuck sia know his password for blog
Btw nice Blog Edit By. Ivan <----i think so



Losing End??

Just fetch her from her work place and Norman was around too, really can't stand the way he talk to Amenda! I feel like Norman is taking her away from me again but in the end he manage too...
those word tat came out from his mouth was hurting... just feel like i'm a bad company tat teach her all bad stuff... feel like i'm low educated person sigh... but in my heart ii never wanna be gangster at all i'm just slow... ii fight becoz of self defence becoz ii was born with no family love, but in my heart i'm not a bad guy as wad others think and who will noe? wadeva he said just making me feeling very uncomfortable.... I'm just slow really slow will you all believe me?

But best thing is ii did nt lay my fist on Norman if ii do tat Amenda will hate me till the core...
She wanna stop meeting me for 1mth and is a force to do tat, ii noe she is kind hearted person she nvr wanna hurt somebody who mean alot to her... wadeva it is 1mth ii will still be waiting ii noe she have given me part of her heart tis half ii will keep it,,, she won't just leave me like tat ii noe...

Wadeva it is, Amenda!!! hold on till the very last of my heart beat coz it echo's on!!
if only the picture painted without Xiao Qiang in it my story book will not have so many scar...
maybe tis is part of our life ba... human is rite nothing is perfect just like how god create us and everyone....

Take My Eyes to Guide You Home, Coz I'm Still Here Breathing Now, Until I'm Set Free...

♥Wednesday, December 23, 2009

WOW! how's life today? happy, sad, angry or HYPER?!
kinda bored now becoz i'm in camp blogging. Tis morning went to Amenda's House, we had fun wor =P hehe ii love her sleeping face lots lots... den ii also fall asleep but middle of my sleep my left lung started to pain again and feeling breathless dunno what iis happening to me ii guess my condition iis getting worst ba but not as worst as last night really painful until ii wanna cry sia =(

OK let's see!
today should be half day, but dunno why end 3plus maybe becoz of the safety thingy talk WASTE TIME!!!

TO: Amenda =P
things will be just fine dun worried nth is gonna take uu away from me, WE GOT TO HOLD ON! If ii wait for uu 5yrs, uu must also wait for mii to come back =)

OK... will sign off from here le Miss You Lots Lots!!!
The Dark Blue Chinese Word Is From Dj.Ben



WOOT BLOG BLOG!!!
today feeling not bad Amenda is Finally Back to NORMAL MODE!!! Wah really works using true LOVE POWER instead of dirty minded plan see Norman ii guess uu are in the LOSING point le... ok let's start with something else forget about tat Norman zzz...

Wah saw Uncle Ah Bi just now he was talking to us, as usual always me help him buy things nvm Amenda and I wanna quit smoking le ii tear away the CIG just now inside left 3 but after tat sending her home ii took out my VICETORY ICE inside my bag which left 15 stick in the box, ii tell mommy ii quit smoking and ii tear away the CIG in front of her and throw all out the window she smile and look at me. Feeling much better to see my mommy smile again hehe...

and ii call Benji to quit with us too...


JY LOR Amenda, Benji and Me ii can do it YOU GUYS ALSO CAN DE HEHE!!!

AS FOR NORMAN, do wad uu wan ba dirty ways always the losing way hehe...

♥Tuesday, December 22, 2009

hey blogger! wow nowadays alot of things happen, ever since 4yrs relationship over tot can start a new life but everything when so wrong sigh... Amenda leave me Becos Norman brain wash her sigh, if only tat Xiao Qiang noe how to control his fucking anger den things won't happen le...
wadeva it is...

"Amenda we've got to hold on to wad we've got ' cause it doesn't make a difference if we make or not we've got each other and tat's alot for love we'll give it shot and we half way there

Wicky is waiting always waiting here... > 3 <


WICKY SHOULD BE SAD NOW!!!
I know that she is now reading our post but i hope that she make her choice nicely....... haix =(

LOL... this is BEN leh not WICKY AKA EMO KIA.....

lol lo.....
AMENDA YOU KNOW GIRL LIKE HAPPY ENDING???
IF YOU KNOW THAN I STILL HAVE TO SAY....
HAPPY ENDING MEAN NOT ABOUT MONEY OR THAT GUY HANDSOME ANOT
IT MEAN HOW THE GUY MAKE YOU HAPPY AND SO LOVELY JUST LIKE YOUR MUN AND DAD =D
SO MAKE YOUR RIGHT CHIOCE ......


Dj BEN signing off......



hello! blogger here to post post again... hmmm tiis time is a sad sad post le

tot everything is fine and started new life again, but i'm back to square again but never mind....

ii have fall for her sigh things went it out the wrong way and so wrong... Amenda ii love you so much but in the end i'm still losing out thanks to somebody but anyway she happy can le, just like the song Shuo Yi hmmm all ii can do now is tat hope she dun believe the wrong person... Norman is a Policeman and Wicky is a small boy, if uu are Amenda who will uu listen to?
Norman somemore her Ex bf, how to compare leh??
Wicky is a small boy how to understand they all??

anyway just wanna let Amenda know tat those past few weeks ii really enjoy my time with her.

thanks you so much for taking to lots of places and taking care of me...

♥Monday, December 21, 2009

HELLO! tis is my new BLOG wahaha!

hmmm, today very very busy wor sigh...keep going up and down the air field ARGH SO fucking busy can't even blog wad ii wanna say...

hmmm kinda angry and jealous now dunno why maybe becoz she go out with him ba... haix anyway today will be ending late so sian lor sigh think ii go home post again ba bb =(


AGAIN THIS IS BEN...... IVAN THAT SHIOK KIA NOW SINGING XIAO XIAO XIAO NIAO!!!!!

helping ivan post nia!!!!

Ivan is now very fan..... please call him or msn himm!!!!
just went out tgt eat and saw some cheebye lo.....
knn..... okok hope he happy with this blog la.....



Bored!!!!
Will She accect Him???
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Now i post this picture is past liao!!!! So guan lan so xia lan !!!!!
Now New life new gal everything new!!!

love do really hurts...
but love can have fun and HAPPY ENDING just like gal always wanted
someone asked me how to be single so long like 1year plus....
i reply just that lo =D.....
single is better or in a relationship?
the someone is from IVAN CHUA.... Shhhhh!!!!

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