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♥Monday, January 25, 2010


menda's bloggin the first time in her life. LOL. bloggin in ivan's blog in replacement of ben.

life's never as fantastic as it seems, isnt it ?dere re so many times you juz wana give up, leavin behind al the solitudes, the heartaches, the feelin of bein neglected by the whole world; bud dere's always somethin pullin you back, tellin you to continue fightin, givin ur every best.

i was at the verge of givin up every single bit of trust i had in love (once again), a vicious cycle dat juz kips repeatin itself. whenever anyone steps into a relationship, dere's bound to have happiness, sweetness and wadsoever crap, bud when it comes to an end, it leaves nth bud misery, solitudes, pain, heartaches. goin pass juz one is sufficient to make me lose my mind, go blank n die. however, juz like mentioned, dere's always somethin pullin me back; n diz unfounded reason, kept me alive n kickin 'til diz very moment.

after gone thru so many relationship's ups and downs, finally n coincidentally got to know the owner of diz blog. whether ornot at the end of the day, we'l live happy ever after, i dont know, n i never believed in it. before we re together, we've already gone thru too much .. too much to be true .. to much to think dat we re compatible.

boi .. dont be constantly afraid of me leavin you, leavin your life. it al ties down to fate, let it be a natural kinda thin; too much "afraids" wil drown you. eu're good, too good to be true. bein with eu really makes me calm, allows me to disregard everythin bad dat is fallin on me, eu can even let me forgo the very-important-thin in my life - sleep; dats the reason why im stil her at diz wee hour. if i have a choice, if i have total control of my heart, i juz wana stop here, stop at where we re now n i dont wan another relationship becoz it means another heartache. be kinder to yourself, let yourself free, share with me; anythin may it be. dont worry .. i wont go 'til i noe eu're perfect standin alone. i cant bear to anyways.

ask me to describe you usin one word in my heart. you're indelible. n im so used to ur xistance .. i never wan us to be a past tense. everythin i do .. i wan you to be happy, to be dat smal boi dat i always noe. =)

Out Of Bounds:D
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